Friday, June 22, 2012

Top ten things that just hurt:

Answering yes to the question, "its just your daughter?" or "no other kids?"

Seeing little boys play together.

Seeing nursing moms.

Paperwork with their full names. Noah Adam Ibsen & Jayden Isaac Ibsen.

Hearing Hayley remember touching "bebee's hair" "Bebee's hand" & "Bebee's toes" in the incubator.

Hayley talking about how babies go to Jesus.

Having to tell people what happened after their heartfelt "congratulations!" upon seeing me not pregnant.

Wondering what I would have been doing today if things had gone differently.

Not being a family of five.

Seeing the countdown in my planner to when the boys would have been full term.





1 comment:

Kathryn said...

Oh Maggie, Just reading this broke my heart. I will continue to pray for you. Also, you should throw out your planner and get a new one. I love you!